REPORT IS DUE ON THURSDAY!

and i'm still not getting started. sometimes i think i am really so awesome to finish one report in like a few hours, due to last minute rushing of work, and of course, ending up with a lousy report which will eventually result into pulling down my grades. just so awesome.

somehow i really dont want school to start. it marks the beginning of a new semester but an end towards my poly education. and the next big question mark is; what the hell am i gonna do after poly? this is the question that i dont wish to answer, cause i'm clueless myself. i did consider to go to work first. and when i answer that, the next question would be to work as what. i would then answer, anything that i can work as first. it has become such a patterned questionnaire to ask about my education route after polytechnic.



oh wells.

Today marks a very special day where two lovers decided to put their names down on papers and dedicate their lives together with commitment, trust, faith, honesty and most of all, love. Yes I am talking about my dear friend, Fathima! (:

I am definitely in all smiles to be able to see her happy and be able to live the rest of her life with her special someone(: 

How fortunate is she to have found someone who is able to make her happy. To have a partner in life is such a fulfilling feeling to have, like the other half fills up the empty space that is in you, especially when things are going well and you have got everything you need.


I suppose all you need is really just, Love ♥.

I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything 
and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and
sorrow, for better or worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.

now i no longer feel like a shit head.







i feel more like an idiot. but i guess, i deserved it.

i feel like a total shit head. OMG. WHY THE FUCK AM I SO STUPID TO AS SUCH A QUESTION.

and now i'm left to think if i did screw things up, which never in my whole fucking life that i wanna screw it up. cause you are just so damn important to me.

and out of all days, my phone wants to die on me today. goddamn, should have known. i would have went vivo to get my LG phone today.



this is just not my day.

sigh.

it just seems like whatever i do, always goes wrong.
perhaps i'm meant to always be heartbroken.





but i dont blame you after all.