Weekends were pretty awesome(:

headed down to Punggol Beach with the fellas for a fishing trip! was supposed to go pulau ubin for the overnight fishing trip but because of some constrains, we couldn't travel that far and so we decided to stay in Singapore. First we went to Punggol End ( if i'm not wrong), the tent was set, the rods were lined, baits were hooked, fire was burning, then bad news came to us. apparently, we were fishing at state land, and the police chased us away. by then, it was already 9pm.... it was pitch dark and there were puddles of water at the entrance... horrible start.

we then decided to move to the other side of Punggol. headed down to Punggol Beach and we walked a very long way to the other end of the beach, in the dark, of course we managed our way with torch lights but limited, and the route aint smooth...  finally found a spot and settled down. the guys set up their rods and we all waited for the fishes to come to us.. apparently, the fishes didnt like us cause we waited for damn long and none came. finally got 3 fishes by the end of the morning. but, the most fulfilling part was the fact that we saw a really awesome and magical shooting star. it felt as though it's a once in a lifetime moment to have seen such beauty in the sky. but the sad thing is i forgot to make a wish! cause it was just too sudden and i was in a little shock when i saw it. nonetheless, it was really captivating. if only my eyes could be a camera, and it would be able to capture the most special and most awesome moments in life.

Stunning.

i have definitely not touched this LJ of mine for the longest time ever.
sometimes, i just dont know what to say about. emotions? daily happenings? people? etc... and i'm lazy to blog.
so being clueless and lazy, it just leaves my blog as; DEAD. really dead. i guess i'll try to update happenings now and then. HA.

life's been pretty hectic with open house performance... i'm so tired in any aspect possible, juggling with reports and dance timings. thank god, it's elearn week for business school. i'm pretty drained out from dancing... i need a break from school too! goddamn. but then, thinking about it. time has passed pretty fast. i'll be graduating soon from school and i'm quite clueless about what i'm gonna do after i graduate. my results aren't awesome enough to enroll in a government uni. so i guess i'll have to go private schools to get my degree instead. now that poly life is coming to an end, i kinda dont want it to end.... i still wanna wear my FB shirt and pants with my bag, strolling down to Block E, going for dance practices. i wanna wake up late, cause school's so near to me. i wanna be meeting up at mac with flabbies. i wanna be going to the school track to run with Sam. i still wanna stay till late in school because of dance, and then take the bus together with sharz, zul and all the 72 people. i wanna be going to the secret places in school to light a fag with friends. sigh, my list could go on......

right now, my future seems so lost. aimless. lifeless.
if only the world would really end in 2012.

REPORT IS DUE ON THURSDAY!

and i'm still not getting started. sometimes i think i am really so awesome to finish one report in like a few hours, due to last minute rushing of work, and of course, ending up with a lousy report which will eventually result into pulling down my grades. just so awesome.

somehow i really dont want school to start. it marks the beginning of a new semester but an end towards my poly education. and the next big question mark is; what the hell am i gonna do after poly? this is the question that i dont wish to answer, cause i'm clueless myself. i did consider to go to work first. and when i answer that, the next question would be to work as what. i would then answer, anything that i can work as first. it has become such a patterned questionnaire to ask about my education route after polytechnic.



oh wells.

Today marks a very special day where two lovers decided to put their names down on papers and dedicate their lives together with commitment, trust, faith, honesty and most of all, love. Yes I am talking about my dear friend, Fathima! (:

I am definitely in all smiles to be able to see her happy and be able to live the rest of her life with her special someone(: 

How fortunate is she to have found someone who is able to make her happy. To have a partner in life is such a fulfilling feeling to have, like the other half fills up the empty space that is in you, especially when things are going well and you have got everything you need.


I suppose all you need is really just, Love ♥.

I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything 
and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and
sorrow, for better or worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.